unfollow empresspinto after you follow the new blog so you don’t keep seeing these…
I just went and deleted all the reblogs of this because I’d had a few people let me know it made it hard for them to go through the blog. (I hadn’t realized anyone actually read through it? ha.)
I feel like it’s unlikely anyone who sees this won’t have seen the three hundred original reblogs, but just in case, I figured I’d reblog it one last time.
Five of the jobs I applied for over the weekend called today and four left voicemails asking me to come interview and I am a l i t t l e bit (a l o t) overwhelmed lmao
chipotle, caribou coffee/einstein’s bagels, a security guard company, and a hotel host position all left voicemails
a psych hospital did a ten minute phone interview, too, for an overnight desk worker position
idefk who tf i’m gonna go ahead and interview with gdi
yall know so much about astrology: Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Cancer, Leo, Virgo we’re just making shit up as we go: Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Aquarius, Pisces
and now im worried about the possibility of someone creeping up beside the window or the window shattering or someone lurking in the corner or the cat grabbing my foot if i stand up or my father waking up or my dog’s maw widening to reveal a mouthful of glistening sharp teeth or my scalp falling off or my teeth falling out or someone with a knife hiding in the two inch space under the couch or never being able to sleep again
i am BEYOND perturbed right now because this is one of those recurring paranoias and i had only just barely started reassuring myself it’d never actually happen and yet here the motherfucker is sitting in the blind spot that would ensure id never see it until it was on my face, had i grabbed it from my bed like normal
and now not only have i had a traumatic almost experience but one of my paranoias actually happened so now my brain has the proof needed to tell me other paranoias, like the bloodthirsty people in the shadowed corners, might exist in reality
ugh i can’t even go to sleep now im too afraid of a legion of spiders crawling onto my bed and blanketing my face and suffocating me and not being able to get them off because what if i missed one
@minors be vicious & unforgiving in whom you cut contact with online!!! do it relentlessly!!! you shouldn’t have a 30 year old hounding you on why you unfollowed them, you aren’t obligated to “"keep up”“ with people 2x 3x your own age!!!! if u see something resembling a red flag, welcome the block button’s presence!! protect your peace!
